<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407</id><updated>2011-08-25T18:39:57.545+05:30</updated><category term='Interest'/><category term='Philosophy'/><category term='Music. Alternative. Experiments'/><category term='Life'/><title type='text'>Carpe Diem</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>25</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-1186642385232590407</id><published>2009-02-22T22:41:00.003+05:30</published><updated>2009-02-22T22:59:47.864+05:30</updated><title type='text'>Hero</title><content type='html'>I have been upto quite a bit over the last couple of weeks and there's tons to write about - every bit interesting. But here's a song instead.....for the time being. The first English song I tried. I am not very proud of the fact that I picked Mariah Carey's song as my first when I tried learning to sing Western music, but let's grant her this one song. I quite like it :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table bgcolor="#000000" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;embed quality="high" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" bgcolor="#000" width="328" height="94" src="http://www.esnips.com//escentral/images/widgets/flash/esnips_player.swf" flashvars="theTheme=silver&amp;amp;autoPlay=no&amp;amp;theFile=http://www.esnips.com//nsdoc/b65afa67-1286-4d1d-99be-c758d8593b1c&amp;amp;theName=Hero&amp;amp;thePlayerURL=http://www.esnips.com//escentral/images/widgets/flash/mp3WidgetPlayer.swf"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;table cellpadding="2" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; padding-left:2px; color:#FFFFFF; text-decoration:none ; ; font-size:10px; font-weight:bold"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;a style="color:#FFFFFF; text-decoration:none " href="http://www.esnips.com/CreateWidgetAction.ns?type=0&amp;objectid=b65afa67-1286-4d1d-99be-c758d8593b1c"&gt;     Get this widget &lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style="font-size:7px; font-weight:normal;"&gt;|&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="center"&gt;&lt;a align="center" style="color:#FFFFFF; text-decoration:none " href="http://www.esnips.com/doc/b65afa67-1286-4d1d-99be-c758d8593b1c/Hero/?widget=flash_player_esnips_silver"&gt;     Track details  &lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style="font-size:7px; font-weight:normal;"&gt;|&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;a align="center" style="color:#FF6600; text-decoration:none" href="http://www.esnips.com//adserver/?action=visit&amp;cid=player_dna&amp;url=/socialdna"&gt;   eSnips Social DNA    &lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-1186642385232590407?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/1186642385232590407/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=1186642385232590407' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/1186642385232590407'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/1186642385232590407'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2009/02/hero.html' title='Hero'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-6021454341928015378</id><published>2009-02-03T12:43:00.003+05:30</published><updated>2009-02-03T23:06:12.632+05:30</updated><title type='text'>Suttum Vizhi</title><content type='html'>I installed Logic Studio and while my head was spinning at the sheer quantum of text on the manuals, I gave the set-up a shot. The result, my try at ARR's version of Suttum Vizhi rendered beautifully by Hariharan. Take a listen.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table bgcolor="#000000" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;embed quality="high" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" bgcolor="#000" width="328" height="94" src="http://www.esnips.com//escentral/images/widgets/flash/esnips_player.swf" flashvars="theTheme=silver&amp;amp;autoPlay=no&amp;amp;theFile=http://www.esnips.com//nsdoc/6f8caaa2-6c73-4c95-a716-c95e26e724c8&amp;amp;theName=Suttum Vizhi&amp;amp;thePlayerURL=http://www.esnips.com//escentral/images/widgets/flash/mp3WidgetPlayer.swf"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;table cellpadding="2" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; padding-left:2px; color:#FFFFFF; text-decoration:none ; ; font-size:10px; font-weight:bold"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;a style="color:#FFFFFF; text-decoration:none " href="http://www.esnips.com/CreateWidgetAction.ns?type=0&amp;objectid=6f8caaa2-6c73-4c95-a716-c95e26e724c8"&gt;     Get this widget &lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style="font-size:7px; font-weight:normal;"&gt;|&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="center"&gt;&lt;a align="center" style="color:#FFFFFF; text-decoration:none " href="http://www.esnips.com/doc/6f8caaa2-6c73-4c95-a716-c95e26e724c8/Suttum-Vizhi/?widget=flash_player_esnips_silver"&gt;     Track details  &lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style="font-size:7px; font-weight:normal;"&gt;|&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;a align="center" style="color:#FF6600; text-decoration:none" href="http://www.esnips.com//adserver/?action=visit&amp;cid=player_dna&amp;url=/socialdna"&gt;   eSnips Social DNA    &lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-6021454341928015378?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/6021454341928015378/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=6021454341928015378' title='8 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/6021454341928015378'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/6021454341928015378'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2009/02/suttum-vizhi.html' title='Suttum Vizhi'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><thr:total>8</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-622358384575386352</id><published>2009-01-24T19:25:00.002+05:30</published><updated>2009-01-24T23:15:05.664+05:30</updated><title type='text'>Khamaj</title><content type='html'>Shafqat Amanat Ali belonged to Fuzon. He left the band. But this track from their first album created ripples in the soft pop space. I have not heard such a trained, taut voice anywhere except amongst classical musicians.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Again, one of the tracks I just couldn't help trying. The support track can be ignored, but I would like to think it helped me sing.&lt;br /&gt;And this is one of those songs which seem so darned simple to sing and turn out to be so twisted in their composition. I took an hour and a half to do this and yet....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table bgcolor="#000000" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;embed quality="high" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" bgcolor="#000" width="328" height="94" src="http://www.esnips.com//escentral/images/widgets/flash/esnips_player.swf" flashvars="theTheme=blue&amp;amp;autoPlay=no&amp;amp;theFile=http://www.esnips.com//nsdoc/c2be51f2-5557-4d11-9289-a6edc7460970&amp;amp;theName=Darbari&amp;amp;thePlayerURL=http://www.esnips.com//escentral/images/widgets/flash/mp3WidgetPlayer.swf"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;table cellpadding="2" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; padding-left:2px; color:#FFFFFF; text-decoration:none ; ; font-size:10px; font-weight:bold"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;a style="color:#FFFFFF; text-decoration:none " href="http://www.esnips.com/CreateWidgetAction.ns?type=0&amp;objectid=c2be51f2-5557-4d11-9289-a6edc7460970"&gt;     Get this widget &lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style="font-size:7px; font-weight:normal;"&gt;|&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="center"&gt;&lt;a align="center" style="color:#FFFFFF; text-decoration:none " href="http://www.esnips.com/doc/c2be51f2-5557-4d11-9289-a6edc7460970/Darbari/?widget=flash_player_esnips_blue"&gt;     Track details  &lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style="font-size:7px; font-weight:normal;"&gt;|&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;a align="center" style="color:#FF6600; text-decoration:none" href="http://www.esnips.com//adserver/?action=visit&amp;cid=player_dna&amp;url=/socialdna"&gt;   eSnips Social DNA    &lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-622358384575386352?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/622358384575386352/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=622358384575386352' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/622358384575386352'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/622358384575386352'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2009/01/darbari_24.html' title='Khamaj'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-5657960673741805651</id><published>2009-01-23T09:27:00.008+05:30</published><updated>2009-01-23T10:43:31.174+05:30</updated><title type='text'>Mouname Paarvaiyal</title><content type='html'>I was never exposed to Tamil Oldies as a child and frankly, I never felt as if I missed much. Until with the right of kind of company and my own effort at connecting with my roots, I did pester my father to play the oldies out every Sunday morning. He gladly obliged. "Finally", he must have thought. So out came AM Raja, Ghantasala and PB Sreenivos. Now one of the old tapes he played had PB Sreenivos belting out some simply beautiful romantic songs. Much like the golden period in Hindi Cinema, where we had greats like SD Burman, OP Nayyar and Madan Mohan giving music to voices like Rafi, Kishore, Manna Dey and Mukesh, Tamil cinema had one of its best periods of movies and music.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I particularly fell in love with this one song by PB Sreenivos. Penned by the great Kannadasan and some simply superb music by MS Viswanathan, the song had me playing it on repeat for hours. I don't understand the lyrics in the entire song, but &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;Mouname Paarvaiyal&lt;/span&gt; has this litling tune that oozes romance in its simplicity of sound. Especially the overlap of a hum at the end of every stanza, a master stroke from a genius of a composer!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Here's the piece...go ahead, reminisce.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="width: 220px; height: 55px;"&gt;&lt;object width="220" height="55"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.deezer.com/embedded/small-widget-v2.swf?idSong=1486667&amp;amp;colorBackground=0x555552&amp;amp;textColor1=0xFFFFFF&amp;amp;colorVolume=0x39D1FD&amp;amp;autoplay=0"&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.deezer.com/embedded/small-widget-v2.swf?idSong=1486667&amp;amp;colorBackground=0x525252&amp;amp;textColor1=0xFFFFFF&amp;amp;colorVolume=0x39D1FD&amp;amp;autoplay=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="220" height="55"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;"&gt;Discover &lt;a href="http://www.deezer.com/en/p-b-sreenivos.html"&gt;P. B. Sreenivos&lt;/a&gt;!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And as luck would have it I saw the man recently at a restaurant.  &lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SXlODSgAiRI/AAAAAAAAA3g/rcwh0xekPZo/s1600-h/PBS.JPG"&gt;&lt;img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 196px; height: 200px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SXlODSgAiRI/AAAAAAAAA3g/rcwh0xekPZo/s200/PBS.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294348655363393810" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt; He might have entered like a nobody, but his head gear and flowing &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;angavastram &lt;/span&gt;were a clean give-away. The fur cap was replaced by a very grand brocade, maharaja-style &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;toppa&lt;/span&gt;. Surely enough, I greeted him, exchanged pleasantries  and promptly launched onto the more important subject of getting him to sing a line from my current obsession. And he was such a sport, offering not just a few lines of the song but also some extra information on how abominable Tamil music had become now.&lt;br /&gt;Here's to the man and his music.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-5657960673741805651?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/5657960673741805651/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=5657960673741805651' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/5657960673741805651'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/5657960673741805651'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2009/01/mouname-paarvaiyal.html' title='Mouname Paarvaiyal'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SXlODSgAiRI/AAAAAAAAA3g/rcwh0xekPZo/s72-c/PBS.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-1738207971756026147</id><published>2009-01-18T17:41:00.002+05:30</published><updated>2009-01-18T18:00:26.843+05:30</updated><title type='text'>Sakhi</title><content type='html'>Such a wonderful piece by Shakti. I don't do any justice to the original, but it was hard to resist singing it anyway. And if only I had Mandolin Srinivas plucking a string or two, i would have said, "I am dancing at the feet of my Lord, all is bliss, all is bliss".&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table bgcolor="#000000" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;embed quality="high" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" bgcolor="#000" width="328" height="94" src="http://www.esnips.com//escentral/images/widgets/flash/esnips_player.swf" flashvars="theTheme=blue&amp;amp;autoPlay=no&amp;amp;theFile=http://www.esnips.com//nsdoc/3d770f65-d3c7-447b-88ab-3652de6ffc9c&amp;amp;theName=Sakhi&amp;amp;thePlayerURL=http://www.esnips.com//escentral/images/widgets/flash/mp3WidgetPlayer.swf"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;table cellpadding="2" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; padding-left:2px; color:#FFFFFF; text-decoration:none ; ; font-size:10px; font-weight:bold"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;a style="color:#FFFFFF; text-decoration:none " href="http://www.esnips.com/CreateWidgetAction.ns?type=0&amp;objectid=3d770f65-d3c7-447b-88ab-3652de6ffc9c"&gt;     Get this widget &lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style="font-size:7px; font-weight:normal;"&gt;|&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="center"&gt;&lt;a align="center" style="color:#FFFFFF; text-decoration:none " href="http://www.esnips.com/doc/3d770f65-d3c7-447b-88ab-3652de6ffc9c/Sakhi/?widget=flash_player_esnips_blue"&gt;     Track details  &lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style="font-size:7px; font-weight:normal;"&gt;|&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;a align="center" style="color:#FF6600; text-decoration:none" href="http://www.esnips.com//adserver/?action=visit&amp;cid=player_dna&amp;url=/socialdna"&gt;   eSnips Social DNA    &lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-1738207971756026147?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/1738207971756026147/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=1738207971756026147' title='7 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/1738207971756026147'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/1738207971756026147'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2009/01/sakhi.html' title='Sakhi'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><thr:total>7</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-2421569718348343956</id><published>2009-01-16T17:33:00.002+05:30</published><updated>2009-01-16T18:00:14.357+05:30</updated><title type='text'>Patterns in the Ivy</title><content type='html'>Some songs just do it for me. This very unlikely soft number by Opeth was introduced to me by a heavy metal band member 5 years back. This song puts me at ease when it hits the very first note. And the high piano notes with the guitar refrain is just awesome.&lt;br /&gt;Hope you guys enjoy it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;embed type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://stat.radioblogclub.com/radio.blog/skins/mini/player.swf" allowscriptaccess="always" width="180" height="23" bgcolor="#ECECEC" id="radioblog_player_-1" flashvars="id=-1&amp;amp;filepath=http://www.radioblogclub.com/listen2?u=0vMHZuV3bz9yZvxmYu8WakFmcvcmcv5SY0NXa2JXZ0xWYu4WZ2V2cldnL3d3d/00%2520-%2520Opeth%2520-%2520Patterns%2520in%2520the%2520Ivy.rbs&amp;amp;colors=body:#ECECEC;border:#BBBBBB;button:#999999;player_text:#999999;playlist_text:#999999;"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-2421569718348343956?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/2421569718348343956/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=2421569718348343956' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/2421569718348343956'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/2421569718348343956'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2009/01/patterns-in-ivy.html' title='Patterns in the Ivy'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-5666680017783886999</id><published>2009-01-11T22:41:00.004+05:30</published><updated>2009-01-20T10:44:44.693+05:30</updated><title type='text'>The Sweet Wait</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;I was at the airport today and spent an awful lot of time there too.  And I saw many others like me waiting, looking restless in anticipation. Some were families, some friends, others, business associates, but mostly there were couples. And I saw 2 separate people and had the chance to observe their expressions closely. In the new plush expanse of the waiting area in the arrival lounge was a girl of 20 something, biting her well manicured fingernails, one minute standing against the railing craning her neck to get a clearer glimpse of the gate and another  minute scurrying off to read the update of flight arrivals on the digital display board. Then she'd look at her watch and let out a 'psch'. She looked happy being that nervous.&lt;br /&gt;The other was an older guy, probably married, early 30s I thought to myself. Nice looking chap too. Looked like a &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;jat&lt;/span&gt;. You know 6 feet tall with a robust a&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;sli ghee ka&lt;/span&gt; body and all that. Ok. Maybe I stared at him for too long. But the point is, he was fidgity too. Both the guy and the girl, unknowns, shared the moment of excited anticipation.&lt;br /&gt;And then, like a warm iron ironing out creases, the knit eyebrows and crumpled chin turned into smooth, peach skin glowing with the radiance of love. The metamorphosis was a beautiful sight. I would have done a re-wind on that one. As if catapulted into flight, the girl let out a huge scream and  leaped straight ahead to give her man a bear hug. And our guy of 30 made no fuss. He walked to his girl, put his hand around her waist, gave her a light peck on her forehead and walked her away, his hand still safely secure on her waist. That confirmed his age by the way and probably marital status too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I wish I could be either of the two. More the girl. I would love to feel that rush of emotion, go pale with nervousness and then feel overwhelmed at the sight of him. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-5666680017783886999?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/5666680017783886999/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=5666680017783886999' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/5666680017783886999'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/5666680017783886999'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2009/01/sweet-wait.html' title='The Sweet Wait'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-1476989220563928375</id><published>2008-11-24T09:04:00.001+05:30</published><updated>2008-11-24T09:04:43.151+05:30</updated><title type='text'>The French Kiss</title><content type='html'>&lt;table bgcolor="#000000" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;embed quality="high" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" bgcolor="#000" width="328" height="94" src="http://www.esnips.com//escentral/images/widgets/flash/esnips_player.swf" flashvars="theTheme=blue&amp;amp;autoPlay=no&amp;amp;theFile=http://www.esnips.com//nsdoc/9604b2dc-74fa-4f42-9580-311a8aa0f7a3&amp;amp;theName=The French Kiss&amp;amp;thePlayerURL=http://www.esnips.com//escentral/images/widgets/flash/mp3WidgetPlayer.swf"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;table cellpadding="2" style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; padding-left:2px; color:#FFFFFF; text-decoration:none ; ; font-size:10px; font-weight:bold"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;a style="color:#FFFFFF; text-decoration:none " href="http://www.esnips.com/CreateWidgetAction.ns?type=0&amp;objectid=9604b2dc-74fa-4f42-9580-311a8aa0f7a3"&gt;     Get this widget &lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style="font-size:7px; font-weight:normal;"&gt;|&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td align="center"&gt;&lt;a align="center" style="color:#FFFFFF; text-decoration:none " href="http://www.esnips.com/doc/9604b2dc-74fa-4f42-9580-311a8aa0f7a3/The-French-Kiss/?widget=flash_player_esnips_blue"&gt;     Track details  &lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style="font-size:7px; font-weight:normal;"&gt;|&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;a align="center" style="color:#FF6600; text-decoration:none" href="http://www.esnips.com//adserver/?action=visit&amp;cid=player_dna&amp;url=/socialdna"&gt;   eSnips Social DNA    &lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-1476989220563928375?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/1476989220563928375/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=1476989220563928375' title='8 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/1476989220563928375'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/1476989220563928375'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2008/11/french-kiss_24.html' title='The French Kiss'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><thr:total>8</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-2229995054876491364</id><published>2008-11-22T08:49:00.003+05:30</published><updated>2008-11-22T19:33:19.284+05:30</updated><title type='text'>The Return of Lure</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;And that's how it all happened. In one jiffy. Between the song singing, note-making and idle talk at office yesterday. Clear as water. I will remember the &lt;a href="http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2008/11/we-still-make-emerrfind-em.html"&gt;pig-tailed&lt;/a&gt; one for a long time. I am a 'looking-for-signs' person. That is how I had landed my job in the industry. Driving back home one summer afternoon when I held a job as a Business Analyst, I made up this dream profile of a job. I didn't know it actually existed. I requested the driver to hand me a piece of paper and put down exactly 4 companies. There were a lot more, but I chose 4..random, maybe not that random. I liked the music they produced and that got them to go up on my list. And that was to become my fixation for the coming months. A couple of weeks later I quit, claiming my calling was elsewhere, sat at home, dropped my CV with every single contact point at the 4 companies and 3 months later, I had the job.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Over 3 years now from that day, a similar feeling has gripped me. Only it is to chase MY real dream this time, not someone else's. And when I saw our 'new find' of the season, being what she is, doing what she does best, never once pandering to the idiotic whims of the glamour world, I think and feel almost uncontrollably convinced, that it is time I am on the other side. And with the same zest and perseverance as before, I will move now, living each day such that it takes me closer to what is really me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I hope someone got that loud and clear!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-2229995054876491364?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/2229995054876491364/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=2229995054876491364' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/2229995054876491364'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/2229995054876491364'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2008/11/return-of-lure.html' title='The Return of Lure'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-6790302609176271691</id><published>2008-11-21T20:16:00.007+05:30</published><updated>2008-11-22T08:48:54.747+05:30</updated><title type='text'>We still make 'em..err..find 'em!</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;We launched a new artiste today. It was not done with as much fan-fare as is wont of most artiste or product launches. But hey, what I saw today was something unique. Between all the cribbing about company policies, management, HR and more specifically, bosses...here was a company that played it by the ear, literally; placed its faith in an artiste, turned a deaf ear (all intentional, yes :-)) to the trade pooh-pooh'ing and went straight ahead with its instincts. All credit to S for spear-heading the project as the A&amp;amp;R brain behind it. For the uninitiated, A&amp;amp;R is common industry parlance for Artiste &amp;amp; Repertoire, and yes our job is to find new artistes, make the world take notice of them and pat ourselves for doing a good job.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It will be a while until we know if the pat goes on his back or ends up falling on his bum, but I tell you, this is the thrill of discovering talent. Amidst the innumerable talent shows where a majority of good singers are lost to better looking, gyrating babes or dudes donning dark-glasses (indoors), here we had a lady from a small town, hair tied in pigtails, her best pick for the evening showcase being a bandhani salwar kameez worn under a thick black sweater, &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;sans &lt;/span&gt;make-up. She walked into office and sat between us all. We exchanged some trivia on songs. There were grumpy-faced finance and admin chappies drowning their faces in paper-work and other product managers singing along tracks of their proud project launches – no one took notice of who had just walked in. Whispers turned into shameless muttering. When it was becoming too obvious, non-verbal communication took over. One open-mouthed contortion was returned with a set of knit eyebrows and soon enough we had our own version of &lt;a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pushpak"&gt;Pushpak &lt;/a&gt;in office. Until, our lady decided to break into ‘Raah Mein Bichhi Hain’ from Sardari Begum. She silenced us all. Suddenly she looked like a goddess. One hour later, everyone was campaigning for her, calls  were  made and emails were sent to friends/colleagues/business associates pleading them to just come and sample her voice – “You don’t have to cover the function, don’t write about her, just come and listen to her sing”.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And the evening began to a small, private audience and she had us all. “Pritam will take her!”, “One movie and she will be set”, “kya pakad hai…wah”, “The return of young Abida” – the compliments flowed. She didn’t know how to handle it. “It is very cold today isn’t it?” she said with a smile, to almost everyone, and tried to melt into the crowd, joining the cue for snacks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It wasn’t the best music I have heard or anything. She has a long way to go, lot of stage presence to build, a lot of improvisations to bring to her songs, but that isn’t the point of this all. We made someone’s dream come true. We, the biggest label, gave her the platform to showcase her talent until a Bollywood biggie whisks her away from us. And they would never know, she would probably never say, but our find she will always be, the one with 2 little pigtails.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-6790302609176271691?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/6790302609176271691/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=6790302609176271691' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/6790302609176271691'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/6790302609176271691'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2008/11/we-still-make-emerrfind-em.html' title='We still make &apos;em..err..find &apos;em!'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-3302073593419063287</id><published>2008-10-28T10:56:00.002+05:30</published><updated>2008-10-28T12:22:58.887+05:30</updated><title type='text'>Sarvam Brahmamayam</title><content type='html'>One of my favourite Sadashiva Brahmendra pieces&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11px; white-space: pre-wrap; "&gt;&lt;object width="425" height="350"&gt; &lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/ux4a0Ir3KB0"&gt; &lt;/param&gt; &lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/ux4a0Ir3KB0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="350"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;  &lt;/object&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-3302073593419063287?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/3302073593419063287/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=3302073593419063287' title='12 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/3302073593419063287'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/3302073593419063287'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2008/10/sarvam-brahmamayam.html' title='Sarvam Brahmamayam'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><thr:total>12</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-6955108745064929291</id><published>2008-10-05T23:01:00.001+05:30</published><updated>2008-10-05T23:02:55.783+05:30</updated><title type='text'>Thumri Electronica</title><content type='html'>An improvised and more complete version of 'Gambheera' &lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11px; white-space: pre-wrap; "&gt;&lt;object width="425" height="350"&gt; &lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/_o_3818Dkzo"&gt; &lt;/param&gt; &lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/_o_3818Dkzo" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="350"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;  &lt;/object&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-6955108745064929291?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/6955108745064929291/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=6955108745064929291' title='9 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/6955108745064929291'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/6955108745064929291'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2008/10/thumri-electronica.html' title='Thumri Electronica'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><thr:total>9</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-979101933531423738</id><published>2008-10-04T02:04:00.003+05:30</published><updated>2008-10-04T02:12:09.458+05:30</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Music. Alternative. Experiments'/><title type='text'>Gambheera</title><content type='html'>My hand at some alternative carnatic or fusion, more conveniently put...&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"   style="  white-space: pre-wrap; font-family:Arial;font-size:11px;"&gt;&lt;object width="425" height="350"&gt; &lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/LZAvqYRLic4"&gt;  &lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/LZAvqYRLic4" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="350"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;  &lt;/object&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-979101933531423738?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/979101933531423738/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=979101933531423738' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/979101933531423738'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/979101933531423738'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2008/10/gambheera_04.html' title='Gambheera'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-108099475218853988</id><published>2008-10-02T22:15:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2008-10-02T22:16:24.644+05:30</updated><title type='text'>The Kriti</title><content type='html'>&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11px; white-space: pre-wrap; "&gt;&lt;object width="425" height="350"&gt; &lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/T2CxB-4Q3o0"&gt; &lt;/param&gt; &lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/T2CxB-4Q3o0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="350"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;  &lt;/object&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-108099475218853988?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/108099475218853988/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=108099475218853988' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/108099475218853988'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/108099475218853988'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2008/10/kriti.html' title='The Kriti'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-169209755959549331</id><published>2008-10-02T22:03:00.003+05:30</published><updated>2008-10-02T22:07:49.715+05:30</updated><title type='text'>Salona Sa Sajan Hai</title><content type='html'>&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"   style="  white-space: pre-wrap; font-family:Arial;font-size:11px;"&gt;&lt;div&gt;My version of an Asha Bhonsle ghazal&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;object width="425" height="350"&gt; &lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/9im6h0RKf8w"&gt;  &lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/9im6h0RKf8w" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="350"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;  &lt;/object&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-169209755959549331?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/169209755959549331/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=169209755959549331' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/169209755959549331'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/169209755959549331'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2008/10/salona-sa-sajan-hai.html' title='Salona Sa Sajan Hai'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-6063537488275745613</id><published>2008-10-02T14:15:00.007+05:30</published><updated>2008-10-02T19:31:33.327+05:30</updated><title type='text'>Song</title><content type='html'>&lt;object width="320" height="266" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-fc3e5b4287c4a67" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/get_player"&gt;&lt;param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF"&gt;&lt;param name="allowfullscreen" value="true"&gt;&lt;param name="flashvars" value="flvurl=http://v5.nonxt2.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3D0fc3e5b4287c4a67%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331436285%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D6293F4264760BEA9E20149E34899071F63DC1852.2EB7B02B26912055C1DC3ECC40D713FA937F6BE9%26key%3Dck1&amp;amp;iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3Dfc3e5b4287c4a67%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3Dv12iNNJtpBrKRRcbxg2Z24IOUXA&amp;amp;autoplay=0&amp;amp;ps=blogger"&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/get_player" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"width="320" height="266" bgcolor="#FFFFFF"flashvars="flvurl=http://v5.nonxt2.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3D0fc3e5b4287c4a67%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331436285%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D6293F4264760BEA9E20149E34899071F63DC1852.2EB7B02B26912055C1DC3ECC40D713FA937F6BE9%26key%3Dck1&amp;iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3Dfc3e5b4287c4a67%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3Dv12iNNJtpBrKRRcbxg2Z24IOUXA&amp;autoplay=0&amp;ps=blogger"allowFullScreen="true" /&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;div&gt;A short prelude to a purandara dasa kriti in Raga Tilang.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-6063537488275745613?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='enclosure' type='video/mp4' href='http://www.blogger.com/video-play.mp4?contentId=fc3e5b4287c4a67&amp;type=video%2Fmp4' length='0'/><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/6063537488275745613/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=6063537488275745613' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/6063537488275745613'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/6063537488275745613'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2008/10/song.html' title='Song'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-130961999834883940</id><published>2008-09-26T12:34:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2008-09-26T12:35:06.657+05:30</updated><title type='text'>Some Cheese To Go With Your 'Whine'?</title><content type='html'>&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-130961999834883940?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/130961999834883940/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=130961999834883940' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/130961999834883940'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/130961999834883940'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2008/09/some-cheese-to-go-with-your-whine.html' title='Some Cheese To Go With Your &apos;Whine&apos;?'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-4609676544670065999</id><published>2008-09-15T19:50:00.003+05:30</published><updated>2008-09-15T20:35:08.722+05:30</updated><title type='text'>Touching enough to break the silence</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;After a 8 month hiatus, I am now returning to the blogosphere with this short post. Lots has happened since I last wrote, as is expected of any normal 20 something's life I suppose.&lt;br /&gt;But today was different and the credit of this post goes to a little urchin boy, barely 6 years old at one of Delhi's traffic junctions. I was on my way to a meeting, travelling in a car, making mindless conversation with my colleague. The day hadn't started off very well. The dream from last night still haunted, the morning was slow, the thought of going to work gave me a sinking feeling. So all put together, not much was going great. We pull over at the traffic signal. I see something that brings back memories. I hate this city. Restaurants once visited with friends now remind me of my solitude; many, just about every route reminds me of trips taken with acquaintances, friends, special somebodies; shops that were once my jaunt now just stare at me blankly, reminding me of happier days bygone. While these thoughts came gushing at me, tears welled up in my eyes. To avoid being looked at, I look away at the general hustle-bustle of a city shamed by a series of blasts just a day ago. Up comes a little fellow, a scruffy 6 year-old with shining eyes and a will to survive. He asks me to throw some petty change at him. Then he takes a good look and says "Ro kyun rahi hai?" (&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;Why are you crying?). &lt;/span&gt;I shoo him away, gesturing him to move onto the next car. He persists and adds "Kuchh mat dena, magar kyun ro rahi hai?" (&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;Don't have to give me anything, but why are you crying?&lt;/span&gt;) I could have buried my head in shame. 2 things hit me the next instant. I loved the way the little fellow addressed me - 'tu'. It was so personal. And, I felt utterly stupid and at the same time touched to have been shown such concern by the little outlander. The signal went green. I didn't have time to react. The car started moving. I wanted to call out to him, give him something, thank him, maybe just smile back.. .but he was gone. Or perhaps he was still standing there, waiting for me to speak, while we sped away...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-4609676544670065999?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/4609676544670065999/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=4609676544670065999' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/4609676544670065999'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/4609676544670065999'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2008/09/touching-enough-to-break-silence.html' title='Touching enough to break the silence'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-4415814535221839002</id><published>2007-12-05T20:50:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2007-12-05T20:55:16.115+05:30</updated><title type='text'>Taking a Break</title><content type='html'>I am taking a break from this blog. No reasons to offer. And I'm bloody sure nobody cares.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-4415814535221839002?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/4415814535221839002/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=4415814535221839002' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/4415814535221839002'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/4415814535221839002'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2007/12/taking-break.html' title='Taking a Break'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-5469976481869772350</id><published>2007-11-28T21:40:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2007-11-28T21:51:44.519+05:30</updated><title type='text'>Its a Dotty Business</title><content type='html'>I have a problem with dots. Yes, its a kink. I cannot see too many of them together, specially if they are swollen or embossed on any surface. Aaargh!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So, I have this new look to my blog. I am going to get over my 'dot phobia'. There can be only 2 outcomes. Either there will hightened writing activity, in which case I will urge the readers of this blog to punch in their comments on the quality of writing. It might suffer tremendously, considering the current level of scholastic brilliance I bring in. What a loss it will be to all you (3) readers! OR, I will just disappear into thin air (off the blog I mean) only to reappear with the old look.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So let's wait and watch.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-5469976481869772350?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/5469976481869772350/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=5469976481869772350' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/5469976481869772350'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/5469976481869772350'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2007/11/its-dotty-business.html' title='Its a Dotty Business'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-5641476208613444440</id><published>2007-11-10T15:09:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2007-11-10T15:32:21.637+05:30</updated><title type='text'>Get Going</title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="justify"&gt;While switching channels this lazy Sunday morning, I stopped to hear a voice on a Business channel say '30s is the new 20s'. Now, I am still only &lt;em&gt;approaching&lt;/em&gt; the 30s, still a couple of years to go, but it made me sit up and think.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="justify"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="justify"&gt;The dilemmas hit me again - where am I, what am I doing, where do I want to go from here yadayadayada...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="justify"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="justify"&gt;I think the time has come when I need to get out. Get out of this mundane existence and do the things I have wanted. Enough of waiting, enough of pandering to everyone's whims, enough of just 'being'. It is time for some action. I am hoping putting it up on this blog will retain the rush and urgency I am feeling now, to actually get started.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="justify"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="justify"&gt;The worst thing is to know you have the capability to do something and just sit idle not doing it, not getting after it. I have got to take the risk. I have always followed and persevered to get what I want. Maybe I should have seen this day much earlier, or perhaps not. No time is lost. I have come this far in life and I am happy I have experienced all that I have. I feel the drive to take this plunge in full swing only now! And I am bloody well going to do it!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="justify"&gt;So, is it going to be a new job? Yes. Same industry? Maybe. A hidden dream? Definitely.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="justify"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="justify"&gt;There are some things I know will take time to achieve, and some smaller things I know I CAN do right away. Little things that will make me very happy. You will see, you will hear :-)&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="justify"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="justify"&gt;Before I move from one family to the 'other', while my parents try hard fixing me up, I need the transition phase to be spent with just myself. No commitments to nobody. Before I take on 'that' role, there are some things I need to get done to feel good about myself.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="justify"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="justify"&gt;I am not even there yet, but I tell you, when you decide you're going to - the feeling is incredible. I hope I can write about what I did actually end up doing and feel all great about it, very very soon.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="justify"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="justify"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="justify"&gt;Cheers to all those who didn't even realise they played a huge role in getting me started onto this. Hope everyone does what they really want to, and find it in themselves soon enough to get going. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="justify"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="justify"&gt;Love and peace...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-5641476208613444440?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/5641476208613444440/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=5641476208613444440' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/5641476208613444440'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/5641476208613444440'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2007/11/get-going.html' title='Get Going'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-7670563691472000977</id><published>2007-10-14T12:36:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2007-10-15T20:40:49.251+05:30</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Interest'/><title type='text'>True Calling</title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="justify"&gt;I am known to be someone with a strong will-power. Well, the key word here is 'known'. I try to live upto it this incontestably good quality. Lord knows how I have given some people that impression. But I do get really persevering if I set my mind to something. That's how my current job came to me. Everyone around me could have sworn I was aimless hunting.&lt;br /&gt;However, I shouldn't take the credit for all the good that has come my way. Opportunity has played its vital role.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Having said that, I have been awaiting a certain opportunity to befall upon me for quite sometime now - always looking for the slightest sign, the smallest word uttered that might forebode the occurence of the opportunity. But nothing. I tried, missed, tried again, half the time not kowing if I was going the right away. With nobody to guide me, it has been rather hard.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have long nurtured a wish to be a full-time singer. But since my taste in the music I hear as well as sing is so diverse, I didn't want to get restricted to being a performing artiste in any one style. Mine is the 'free style'. I like borrowing from here and there, adding my own thing and creating something enigmatic. It is hard to explain the rush I get when I hear some bits from the 'Shakti' band. I have at times gone back to hearing a bit that spans barely 5 secs again and again! Anyway, the question I asked myself repeatedly then was - if its not classical, if its not mainstream film, if its not pop, what is it?? There is no answer to that question. But I like the music some people in the industry create and I figured, for starters, I'd like to be part of that. Be this free bird who could flock from one team of enthusiastic music makers to another. It would be perfect!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I wait..no waited patiently, for the opportunity to present itself, still putting in my bit of effort once in a while. No committed effort, just loose effort. My friends had the answer to my creative grief - "Go for the talent hunt!", they'd tell me. I was aghast at the very thought of it. Talent Hunt? You mean standing in lines, being judged and mocked at by a bunch of morons, letting the public of India decide my fate through their precious votes?? And endure heavy make-up, make-overs, forced dance steps to go with the singing? No way. I wasn't going to fall into the trap of reality shows. It is unreal in my world of music.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Having said that, I was willing to do this if I had faith in the person judging me, if I liked what he/she had to offer in music. And I hoped such a person wouldn't care for the looks, the dance, the height-weight ratio or any of that. I don't particulalry like the associated marketing, hype and other such bagaage that comes with shows like these. And besides, it would take me somewhere I didn't want to go.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And the opporutnity arrived, like most others do from the most unexpcted quarters. It may just be the beginning of beginnings, but its sure to take me somewhere. Atleast its given me the comfort of not feeling wasted (something I battle every weekend). I have a purpose, a goal, however short-term and its keeping me alive. Its put life back into me. I can feel the rush again!. Its incredible. I expect nothing, although an elimination is bound to bring some disappointment, but still - its all worth it. And you know the best part? It couldn't have been better timed.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-7670563691472000977?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/7670563691472000977/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=7670563691472000977' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/7670563691472000977'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/7670563691472000977'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2007/10/true-calling_14.html' title='True Calling'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-2171976577564639149</id><published>2007-09-23T23:25:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2007-09-23T23:39:45.041+05:30</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Life'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Philosophy'/><title type='text'>Delusion, Dilemma &amp; Diktat</title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="justify"&gt;Did we ever think of asking the question “Is there a God?” Either we were handed down the belief by our fiercely religious ancestors and willingly accepted it; have lived with the atheist belief as long as we have known ourselves; or, consciously taken the route to be either a believer/non-believer. But have we gone beyond and asked ‘&lt;strong&gt;the&lt;/strong&gt; question’? Do we know we have the &lt;strong&gt;option&lt;/strong&gt; to question?&lt;br /&gt;Have we ever questioned our religious or cultural identity? Reflecting on the existence of God is a much farther concern, one I will ponder over in my subsequent posts. It requires tremendous clarity in thought and I am not sure I am quite ready yet, to put it all down, though I do know where I stand on the issue.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I’ll tell you just where all this is coming from. I have been in the middle of some sort of a personal battle. (I prefer the word battle over crisis because the former gives me the hope that it can be fought, as against the dim, discouraging nature of the word ‘crisis’).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now, at what I thought would be the defining day, I saw myself faced with a critical situation that would pretty much set the tone for my future – immediate if not permanent. Through all this, I was counselled by my well-wishers to keep my faith in God and ‘leave it to Him’. Well I couldn’t. Believer or non-believer, I am sure what is least expected of us is to manage our own businesses. Even God would tell us that. I did take help though. Spoke to people whose words comforted me and readied myself. When friends were busy, I did other things. Music. It is almost like a religion to me. If religion is meant to give us strength, show us the way, and keep us grounded - music it is for me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway, coming back to the point. The moot question here is of identity. A lot of what we are, how we are and most importantly, how we face tough situations in life, flows out of a certain distinctive quality we are made of. It IS convenient (I am not suggesting wrong, just convenient) to hold on to God as a crutch, but it can never replace the role of consciousness. God &lt;strong&gt;is&lt;/strong&gt; a part of my life, but in a very different way. He is someone I sit before in a temple because the experience is healing; He is someone I sing songs in praise of, because there is so much philosophy in them. It’s a humbling feeling to know there is a force out of our control that is operating. He is an experience that is part of my everyday being.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;These beautiful lines from the book I am currently reading – &lt;a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_God_Delusion"&gt;The God Delusion&lt;/a&gt;, by &lt;a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Richard_Dawkins"&gt;Richard Dawkins&lt;/a&gt;, are worth mentioning at this point.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In this, the author quotes Einstein:&lt;br /&gt;“To sense that behind anything that can be experienced, there is something that our mind cannot grasp and whose beauty and sublimity reaches us only indirectly and as a feeble reflection, this is religiousness. In this sense I am religious.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It’s beautiful and so true isn’t it?&lt;br /&gt;So it is not about religion really. Unless, you will grant me that religion is an amalgam of experiences that we acquire as we move along in life. In that sense religion is a growing phenomenon. It is of course based on firm grounding and roots, which widen and grow as we grow &amp;amp; age with time. This is why my argument for a cultural identity is important. It gives us all a starting point. Have an identity is all I am saying. Our parents’ beliefs need not be ours. I remember wanting to be different - not knowing if I had the choice to change, tossing the thought in my mind and rebelling against norms. Finally, I found my peace. Now, I like my Tamil roots and metropolitan upbringing. The rituals have different meaning for me; devotion has an almost liberating effect on me!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;Music currently listeing to - &lt;em&gt;Old recording of all cousins singing bhajans&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;Current frame - &lt;em&gt;Deeply philosophical&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-2171976577564639149?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/2171976577564639149/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=2171976577564639149' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/2171976577564639149'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/2171976577564639149'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2007/09/delusion-dilemma-diktat.html' title='Delusion, Dilemma &amp; Diktat'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-2349530648346599746</id><published>2007-09-04T16:44:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2007-09-04T22:33:00.712+05:30</updated><title type='text'>Let’s work on the scare</title><content type='html'>&lt;p align="justify"&gt;Off late I have been hearing of so many cases of people afflicted with cancer, I am beginning to wonder if this ‘devil’ has taken the form of some sort of an epidemic. ‘&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"&gt;Coz&lt;/span&gt; this was something of a rarity earlier and although it shocked me to hear about it &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1"&gt;everytime&lt;/span&gt;, there was always a reasoning that followed – “must have been a heavy smoker”, “must be the age” or simply, ‘the genetic mutation’ factor, which obviously affected only a few!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Knowing me and the way my head makes connections between two isolated instances and snowballs the whole thing into a matter of behemoth-&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2"&gt;ic&lt;/span&gt; magnitude, I avoided thinking about it. I have this uncanny feeling &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3"&gt;everytime&lt;/span&gt; I talk of unpleasant happenings, that it’s just right outside the door waiting to pay me a visit! I know the idea is preposterous, but that’s how I am.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I mustered up the courage to give this some thought. It just triggered off so many random thoughts, all of which seem to come together when viewed in a particular context. This demands serious concern. We cannot feel helpless and resign ourselves to fate so easily! Well, for believers of fate (like myself), one can’t work against the &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4"&gt;deific&lt;/span&gt; forces, but we can still be in the ‘know’ of things.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A little reading up or &lt;em&gt;googling&lt;/em&gt; on Cancer and other problems caused due to sedentary lifestyles would tell you that a lot of what happens is a direct or indirect impact of the environment we live in. No, that needs a correction –‘the environment we &lt;strong&gt;create&lt;/strong&gt; for ourselves to live in’.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;From packaged food, fizzy colas, microwave cooking, chemicals in cosmetics to the cell phone explosion and the onslaught of gadgets that shamelessly help you do ridiculously inconsequential tasks – we are trapped in this quagmire of technology &amp;amp; chemical revolution!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is progress - the power we are wielding with our money, proving our rightful place in this booming economy of high disposable incomes!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;While technology and its growth might be a turning point for humans, it also spells doom for many of us.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Take notice of this. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;ol&gt;&lt;li&gt;Everyday personal care products such as shampoos, soaps, deodorant and make-up contain chemicals that are directly linked to cancer.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Our skin and hair soak up over 60% of a body product applied/used, which then enters our blood stream.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error"&gt;Monosodium&lt;/span&gt; glutamate (commonly known as &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6"&gt;ajino&lt;/span&gt;-&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7"&gt;moto&lt;/span&gt;) is banned in most parts of the world, but we in India still use it in our ‘Desi’ Chinese dishes.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Most perfumes have an undesirable mix of chemicals which when applied too frequently, have harmful effects on our body and the environment. &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;While microwave cooking is a boon to many households, it comes with its fair share of hazards. Read &lt;a href="http://www.targetwoman.com/articles/microwave-cooking.html"&gt;this&lt;/a&gt; to learn tips on safe microwave cooking. Also see &lt;a href="http://www.who.int/peh-emf/publications/facts/info_microwaves/en/index.html"&gt;WHO&lt;/a&gt;. &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Plastics. So many environment-friendly groups have tried explaining to the generally thick-headed mass of public to ‘Say No To Plastics’, only to see it (live and) die its own death as a fad that a lot of teens enjoyed being a part of for a short span. It was cool then, it &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8"&gt;isn&lt;/span&gt;’t cool now.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Smoking and chewing tobacco. I am not even starting on giving any statistic on this. We all know what we should be doing, let us please get our act together.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ol&gt;&lt;p align="justify"&gt;Most of us think that only things we directly use or do affect us. We &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9"&gt;couldn't&lt;/span&gt; be more ignorant and complacent. Every single thing of what is mentioned above and so much more, impacts us in more ways than one! No one is saying we should stop using soaps, shampoos or investing in looking good. But we sure need to watch out for what we are putting inside us and what we are throwing back at the environment – abusing it the way we do every single day! And then, sit helplessly outside the &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10"&gt;OPD&lt;/span&gt;, with a pained expression (&lt;em&gt;sans&lt;/em&gt; make-up now), clinging to reports covering every single part of our body and wait feverishly to hear the doctor’s judgement.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;From today - LESS Maggi, NO plastics and MORE exercise! &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p align="justify"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;Music currently listening to - &lt;em&gt;'Sonnalum' - brilliant A.R Rahman stuff from the movie 'Kadal Virus'&lt;/em&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p align="justify"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;Current frame - &lt;/span&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;Urge to break-free&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-2349530648346599746?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/2349530648346599746/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=2349530648346599746' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/2349530648346599746'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/2349530648346599746'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2007/09/lets-work-on-scare.html' title='Let’s work on the scare'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1682073442700008407.post-2917340130015032621</id><published>2007-08-27T23:04:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2007-08-28T08:18:03.859+05:30</updated><title type='text'>Spare a Thought</title><content type='html'>Guess what is the latest in the field of outsourcing? Its 'Wombs for Rent'. This phenomenon dubbed 'Outsourcing Pregnancy' or 'The Reproductive Revolution' has made 2 small-time practitioners from Gujarat and Chennai medical superstars. My cousin in Canada did a feature on them and I thought it was an interesting subject to dwell upon - posing many ethical and moral questions.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So here's how it works. Young and spirited young women from desolate &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"&gt;nondescript&lt;/span&gt; villages in India play surrogate mothers to childless couples from as far away as Japan, Finland, Germany, the U.S and Canada. This gives them an opportunity, a dream opportunity to escape the lower-middle class ghetto in what remains the most rigid class-bound boundaries in the world. Its a win-win situation for both parties. To the surrogates this is a spectacularly lucrative and otherwise unthinkable career option. They now buy &lt;em&gt;&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1"&gt;pucca&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt; houses, send their children to school and nurture other dreams. To them this is 'good, pious work'. For the couples desiring a child, their surrogate friends are a god-send. From paying anywhere between $20,000 and $50,000 in their home countries, the Indian mothers are paid only $5000 to $10,000. A small price for a lifetime of joy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Apparently these medical practitioners have helped launch a national boom estimated at $200 million! But I have some points of my own to make on this.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;ol&gt;&lt;li&gt;Is it moral to pay the world's poor to have our children? Well, it is as long as the arrangement is carried out by the parties in full knowledge and safeguards for both are in place.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;There must be contracts that ensure seeking parents get their child, while the surrogates have children of their own as a psychological insurance.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Surrogate mothers should be tested for a healthy reproductive &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2"&gt;cycle&lt;/span&gt; so that they can carry their pregnancy to term. &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3"&gt;Fertility&lt;/span&gt; tests, HIV tests, whatever it takes.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Another caveat for anyone shopping in this bargain-friendly market is to give due consideration to the laws prevailing in the home countries of intended parents.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Binding guidelines - couples should have some recourse should things go wrong. Same goes for the surrogates. They lose their money if they don't carry to term?&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;With all the good that this business might be doing, we need to watch out for hucksters who exploit young mothers.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Few clinics do the 'search for the womb' on their own and restrict themselves to only the embryo transfer and delivery. Recruiting the right surrogate is as important a decision as transferring the embryo into 'any' healthy womb.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ol&gt;&lt;p&gt;It probably will take a while for this booming industry to show its face out in the public instead of staying down-under. But let us just understand, in a culture where parenthood is both a birthright and a social duty, there is a moral imperative in this operation, much beyond the economic &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4"&gt;implications&lt;/span&gt; - that is to help those who can't to attain it.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#9999ff;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;Music currently listening to - &lt;em&gt;&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5"&gt;Buena&lt;/span&gt; Vista Social Club&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;"&gt;&lt;em&gt; &lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.pbs.org/buenavista/"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:78%;color:#9999ff;"&gt;http://www.pbs.org/buenavista/&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;color:#9999ff;"&gt;Current frame - &lt;em&gt;Introspective&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1682073442700008407-2917340130015032621?l=ayrawashia.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/feeds/2917340130015032621/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1682073442700008407&amp;postID=2917340130015032621' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/2917340130015032621'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1682073442700008407/posts/default/2917340130015032621'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ayrawashia.blogspot.com/2007/08/spare-thought_27.html' title='Spare a Thought'/><author><name>Carpe Diem</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15956730925406271147</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='18' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_BfkXXmMmdJ0/SxZGvUOBlOI/AAAAAAAACGA/P0LJlO0qnks/S220/an.JPG'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
